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Sasha, one time he came by the house to see you and he made out with me instead.
And I'm like 98% sure the devil didn't make him do it.
I felt like an ASS when that happened. And I don't think he felt anything at all about it.
And even going bonkers like I was, I didn't have to make him feel like he wanted to. He did it all by himself.

Even if you weren't technically dating, don't you think that's kinda questionable? Especially if you couple it with everything else?

[ She tries not to think about that event too much, since she had felt the sting of jealousy the more she thought about it. How she went from not caring to caring was a bit sudden and much to handle. ]

you shouldnt feel bad about it you know
i know you werent yourself
i dont know though
it was months ago

That's why I suggested measuring it against everything else, too.
Even if you aren't OFFICIALLY dating or whatever, it's still pretty jerk-y to keep as many people in the wings as humanly possible, right?
What changed to cancel all of that out?

thats what im not sure about anymore
if its all casual then youre not doing a really bad thing are you?
i saw a couple of other people too

we talked??
communication is important is it not?

[ Oh my god how is everybody dating five people and she can't even date one?? ]

Well, yeah.
I mean whatever. Maybe you're right and it totally doesn't matter.
He better be acting right with you now, either way.

[ That's why she's busting out mistletoe. ]

i dont want to worry you laurie!
were okay i swear
i mean i did sort of say back then i didnt want to date him either

[ WHOOPS... ]

I guess you fibbed a little, huh?

i kind of wanted to but also didnt?
it was confusing

I think that sort of thing happens to lots of people all the time.
You just have to pick the best side in the end.

i dont want to regret it
but whatever happens happens no?
i made my decision when i left my village a long time ago so this isnt different

[ Who knows if she'll ever get an opportunity to experience the rush of hormones, teenage relationships and sex back home? It's not a priority, but sometimes she has her doubts she's going to survive long enough to even raise a family on a nice stretch of farmland, let alone meet anyone. She does want to survive and live life to its fullest, if possible.

It's probably selfish and not the wisest decision, but that's the great thing about this world, right? They have the ability to make mistakes as they learn about themselves and each other. No titans to worry about, no friends betraying and trying to kill one another and no corrupt officials trying to gun her down in broad daylight. ]

so i want to try if thats okay

Edited 2016-01-18 06:30 (UTC)

Well, you don't need my permission.

are you sure?
i dont want you to be mad and i dont want to lose your friendship

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